people falling away right near me

people hurting my best friend

im over caring for you

nearly finished in about three weeks

i look to you

i know you may not believe me... but im actually going to do this ( Read more... )

today was a great day, and bizzare, and crazy ( Read more... )

what to do.
my mind is at a loss.
this has happened before.
why am i always caught up in stupid inconcieveable ideas.
why...

why does everyone want to know.
im getting annoyed.
no more. get over it.

you dont know that you make me smile.
you dont know how i feel.
i dont know what to do.

p.s

the funnest day EVER!
going fishing with nathan and con!!
HILARIOUS!! oh my gosh! hahaha.
would love to re-live this day...
getting home about 3 minutes before mother,
sprinting to the shower to get the smell of fish off.
its still there. sigh.

slight awkwardness ( Read more... )

i feel exhausted ( Read more... )

how i wish ham was here ( Read more... )

bethany mary manou gave me black hair.