You are the only reason I keep returning. And you have no idea.

But you. I won't go there in the summer because of you.

And you. Well, thank you. I miss you.

one wouldn't think it would be so god damn hard to locate. but I've managed to find it on the cheap. ridiculously cheap in fact.

(( I would love to be bitter. I would love to hate you, to delete you from every friends list yr on. but I can't. and you wouldn't care anyway. ))

I feel left out of something important.

I can't beat that. Nothing I could ever do or say or think or even dream of could beat that. What's the point anyway?

i want you to know yr still my favorite.

and jealosy shouldn't look like this.

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wait. nevermind,

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I'm good. or okay. or something. but no worries, mk?

i am so not okay with this. i need out.

damn it. i hate my mother right now. i need to get out of here. hope to hell this works out. it can't not work out. it really has to happen. or things won't be getting better. and no, i don't know where i'm at, and no, i don't know how i'm going to deal with whatever this. i really don't know what this is or how i feel. but i'm happy. ( Read more... )