Mondays suck. I'm going to skip the whole school aspect, bc that's just boring ( Read more... )

Saturday night, Ashley, Kelsey, Ed, Ryan, Jason and I went to the Ashland Berry Farm for the haunted hayride. It was so lame, and only little kids got scared. Okay, so I kid, I kid. After waiting in line for 392875934786 hours, we went through the whole place and.. wow. I screamed like a little baby. I always seem to know how to embarrass myself in ( Read more... )

I realized today my staringatmyfeetphobia has gotten much worse. It's moved up to my legs too. I was being all CORE today, wearing my camo shorts, and Courtney, Kelsey, and Sean wouldn't stop staring. It's very uncomfortable. I hate it. Ugh, I was seriously about to cry. How lame ( Read more... )

I stayed home sick today. I was feeling a little better, but not well enough to go to school. I'm never feeling that good. But now I wish I HAD gone. I don't think my mom's going to let me go to church tonight. Shouldn't I feel somewhat "iffy" about going to church when today, I claimed atheism? Some of the near best people in the world are going ( Read more... )

This morning, Ashley and Sean picked me up, and we chilled before school. Technically, that's true. But anyways, we got there, I went to three periods, and my sixth period teacher saw my face and told me to go to the clinic. Apparently I was really red, and my face felt hot. I ended up having a temperature of 100.4. I can't remember the last time ( Read more... )

Being a teenage girl in society today and having to go to school on a boring Tuesday might not sound very appealing to most. I thought so too. Hey, give it up for self-pity every once in a while. Ha, just kidding. I wake up late, take a shower, try to find something to wear, fail miserably, get online, fuck around there, waste time, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

So I must have jinxed myself when I said I was going to write everyday. I just didn't have time yesterday. And I hope I don't end up screwing myself over by writing this before school, but fuck it ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to make it a daily thing to update every day, even if it becomes a chore or if I have nothing to say.

Today has been absolutely uneventful. I was hoping to change that by going to El's house, but Pammy, of course, started bitching. It's weird. I used to talk to El and Zahrah like, a year ago, and thanks to MYSPACE, we're talking ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with drinking water now. I don't know what the deal is, but all day today and yesterday, I was drinking some fucking Aquafina. I must have peed like, twenty times ( Read more... )

Why is it I always want something I can't and will never have and don't want what I can? FUCK HUMAN NATURE. I'm in quite the predicament, the same predicament I always seem to find myself in. Everyone seems to want me and Drew to work out, but really, there is no "me and Drew." Our relationship was rocky, as was our friendship when it was all over ( Read more... )