I haven't been in the mood to write. I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

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I'm paranoid. I'm paranoid I'll lose everything in the blink of an eye. I'm paranoid no one thinks the same about me as I do about them. I'm paranoid everyone's talking about me. When I leave the room. When I get dropped off. When we're not hanging out. Call it my "weird insecurities," but it's there. That paranoia that I think everyone's world ( Read more... )

I'm not thinking very highly of people right now and haven't been lately. I think everyone is self-absorbed and judging. I think I, myself, am too weird. Way too weird. I never know how to openly express myself through words, hence the mumbling and incoherent sounds. I sound like a freak, and that's probably what you're thinking as you're reading ( Read more... )

Ashley, Jason, Stevo, and Courtney and I went to see Saw yesterday afternoon. It was okay. It gets better after you see it and you just think about it. The acting is terrible, but if you'd like to see it, I'll leave that for you to see yourselves ( Read more... )

School felt like it was ending today. Kelsey, Chris, Courtney and I left for lunch and went to Little Caesars. We ate in Ukrops where all the senior citizens stared at Chris for being dressed like a drag queen. It's some fun times. Blecka, blecka. There was a pep rally. It sucked. We left. Yeah, end ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair.
&Myspace is being slow.
FUCK.
Pictures on here - COMING SOON.

♥

I had the best time of my life tonight. Taylor and Adam picked me up, and we went off to Alley Katz. Blah blah blah. The same fat guy I "hit on" at Converge was there. ANNNNDD some guy was walking around selling flowers, and my friends dared me to go up and ask this guy to buy some for me, so I did. And added a little wink in there for fun. AND ( Read more... )

Tonight was really emotional for me. It brought back so much, and I.. well, read for yourself.

( yeahOKsoIliedANDcried )

I hate the internet. It is the point of my existance. I don't know what I would do without it. Maybe my homework? Maybe have some social interaction? Ha. Seriously.. I think I'm done with Myspace, maybe Livejournal too. Who knows? I can never make a final decision anyway ( Read more... )