i know he knows he's so much more than worthless. but they don't look under the surface. he loves, but rarely shows it. so he hides behind the music, because he likes it that way. they say he's too skinny. they say he's too white. to me, he's beautifully imperfect. the scars don't mean a thing. because i know we could do it like tyler and marla, a ( Read more... )

There's poison in the drinking glass ( Read more... )

are you listening? sing it back so tell me, what do i need? when words lose their meaning i was spinning free with the little sweet & simple humbling me. yeah, stumble until you crawl. sinking into sweet uncertainty. ♥

there's a beautiful sky tonight. and if you were by my side than we could share it. but you're gone. so come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars. cause nothing matters anymore. if i could only see you for an hour.

i officially quit smoking. i gave alex my marlboro 100's and said "alex, keep these away from me at least until the end of school. if i ask for a cigarette, you can push me or hit me if it keeps me from doing it." that was awhile ago, though. i haven't smoked for a long ass time. it was probably last week. i haven't this week, but i didn't want to ( Read more... )

how can this mean anything to me?
when i. can't feel. a thing at all.

My shadow's ( Read more... )

Will you?
Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Don't you fuckin' lie.
(Don't you step out of line!)
Don't you fuckin lie.

You, could be, the one, who saves, me from, my own, existence

yet again he makes me cry. ugh. i hate falling in love. i mean, it's not like we wouldn't work. he smoked his last cigarette with me. we sat on this bench damp from fog, and he lit me one, and took the last one for himself. he told me about his hookah, and his snare, and all his little oddities. i asked him if he could come to my young marine ( Read more... )

The amount of pills I'm taking counteracts the booze I'm drinking
and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say....