Just sitting here, waiting for something. Is that all my life is going to be? I want so much more. I am constantly embarrassed to be me.

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me.

Things are wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. The best they've ever been. I've got a great house, amazing roommates, awesome friends. I'm actually enjoying school haha. I'm trying new things. I feel like I've grown into the person I'm supposed to be becoming. I'm not quite there yet of course, I'm only fucking 19 years old. But I'm starting to feel ( Read more... )

Funny how things change.

I am happy. Really, really happy.

I don't know how to go about this. And it's driving me mad!

You are bitches.

And frankly, I don't care much for you anymore.

Sometimes you don't realize how lonely you are until you're lying on your bedroom floor all alone. Not knowing what it is that you want, but wishing desperately for it anyway.

So I do this thing where I freak out because I'm afraid that the people I love don't know how much they really mean to me. It happens with everyone. My mom, my sister, my friends; I'm scared that they think I don't love them as much as I do, or maybe even that they think I don't love them at all. I don't know how long I've been doing this. I don't ( Read more... )

Be mine, please. I don't understand why you aren't already. We are so wonderful together. The time we spend together is amazing. Yesterday was the best day. Know why? Because I knew that I was going to see you last night. It literally brightened my entire day. You make my world so much happier.
But it also breaks my heart more and more each time I'm ( Read more... )

My dog is dying and my dude friends have replaced me. Cool.