So im a mommy!!! The best, most important role i've played thus far!!
There is nothing like having him look into my eyes and see that he finds comfort. 
The little gestures... the simple things he does that we find so freaking amazing!! 
We are ENAMORED!! Stan is hands down the best father i've ever seen... so caring... gentle... engaging. 
Isaac ( Read more... )

Life's been BUSY to say the least. 
Im married... yeah... crazy!! 
And now... i'm about to a mommy!! 
He'll be here in less than a month... and im excited and scared all at once. 
Stan has been great... i didnt expect any less of him.

“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed ( Read more... )

Funny... my whole life all i did was think about my wedding... i thought i knew the colors, the flowers, the cake i would choose... well the moment is here... and im freaking clueless as to where i want to take this... everything looks fantabolous.

Everyday
 feels like 
the best 
day of my 
life!

El tiempo es demasiado lento para aquellos que esperan... demasiado rápido para aquellos que temen.... demasiado largo para aquellos que sufren.... demasiado corto para aquellos que celebran...pero para aquellos que aman, el tiempo es eterno.

Cuando el tiempo pasa
y nos hacemos viejos
nos empieza a parecer
que pesan más los daños
que los mismos años
al final...
por eso yo quiero
que mis años pasen
junto a ti mi amor eterno
por que nada valgo
por que nada tengo
si no tengo lo mejor
tu amor y compañia
en mi corazon
y es que vale más
un año tardio
que un siglo vacio amor
y es que vale más
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Ok, so its been a while since i spoke about anything going on in my life.

Im still struggling... still hurting... still crying... still searching.
Im still regretting... still grieving... still dying... but believing... that it WILL get better someday.

I went away for a few days, because i needed to escape... to free my thoughts... and drink my ( Read more... )

Spent the day yesterday redecorating my room... fresh paint... new window treatments... new bed linens... still have a few furniture pieces i need to purchase... but i am extremelly pleased with the results thus far.

( Pichas! )