early bird at the library this morning-- on that finals grind ( Read more... )

we visited the nicest spots, carousing gaslamp on an absinthe/car bomb bender= formulaic for alcohol poisoning. i spent the following morning painfully convulsing and throwing up my equal weight in alcohol. i mentioned in our conversation that evening that i was low on adderall for finals ( Read more... )

i am thankful that this past new years eve celebration, and past 2016 holiday in general has made me appreciate the importance of family-- something that i have had a lot of trouble establishing ( Read more... )

( i am leaving this alone because at one point it made sense to me ( Read more... )

i am thankful i got to see two friends that i hadn't seen in a while. one of whom i essentially aspire to be like in many aspects of her life and the other, i learn a lot from, mostly how to be patient. lol. he and i don't exactly see eye-to-eye with a lot of things but i am flattered that he overlooks that/likes me enough to want to invite me to ( Read more... )

today i am thankful for my determination. i allowed myself to sleep in this morning under the condition that i would go to the gym this evening, and i did. with people and their new year's resolutions the gym is absolutely packed. i give it until the end of this month until it tapers dramatically. i resent going in the evenings primarily because of ( Read more... )

so i started that new years prompt as a short way to encourage me to write every day and it's good because now here i am, with way more to say than i had initially intended. great! so, for the sake of consistency ( Read more... )

i am thankful for everything that happened in the beginning of 2015, despite my not understanding its placement/reason in my life at the time-- because i know it lead me to a job that i enjoy going to every day, with a boss that is super forgiving despite my inadequacies and shitty learning curve. i go to work hungry to learn every day, and i don't ( Read more... )

one primary goal was journaling more. i needed to think about a prompt i could address every day, before bed, once i've unwound. i want to reflect on one thing i am thankful for in addition to reflecting on the feelings i felt today. i feel my feelings, i am not my feelings, and i have to remember that ( Read more... )

k and i got to spend the weekend together, which was lovely and well overdue. out of all my friends, for some reason, she is the most sister-like of all in that we fight like we are actual blood sisters. we have such conflicting ideologies and ideas and she is so rigid and i am so not, and it really makes for great, stimulating, but at times, ( Read more... )