so, this week has been amazing ( Read more... )

i haven't had two days in a row both be this amazing in a long time.
everything has been awesome. i'm really excited about some things and everything about my life is picking up.
that's basically all i have to say.

sunny day real estate.....
it makes me think about last year.
i miss feeling that way so much.
like there was always something to look forward to.

i wish things were different.
the end.

so recently i've been faking a lot...i've been putting on fake smiles and hiding things and pretending i'm okay..when honestly i can't say that i'm a happy person right now. it hurts me to see myself so low and pathetic, which is why i'm turning things around. i shouldnt waste my time being depressed about the people who are ruining my life, when ( Read more... )

so, my dog is alive and well. her tail is all wrapped up in pink bandage and honestly i can't tell a length difference...only that it looks more stubby than pointy at the end, ha :/ she looks really thin, and the medicine she's on has her throwing up and stuff, but all is good. and i'm happy. my other dog was so happy to see her when she got home ( Read more... )

so once i actually left my house today, i went to volume to see if they'd have the emery cd early..normally they have new stuff way early but not today i guess :/ then i went to best buy to check but whatever. i'll just get it tomorrow haha. then we went to the vet to pick up my dogs.....and one of my dogs was fine but the other apparently " ( Read more... )

warped tour...august 9th.
this is a list of all the bands i at least sort of want to see. the bolded ones are the ones i really want to see, and the underlined ones are the ones i want to see more than the bolded ones. theres so many good bands there this year, it's going to be impossible to see half of them..so i decided i'd start planning now. ha
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the last few days have been pretty awesome. lots of long nights and talks with people that have made me realize things about myself and how amazing the few friends that i have really are...i'm just trying to be consistent with my feelings and the way i express them. way too many people lately have told me that they're afraid to approach me or talk ( Read more... )

more new emery songs = awesome

new stuff from the bled = not so hot :[

i've been having a pretty fun week.
i've been doing a lot better, i'm just basically feeling better in general.
things are pretty amazing, there's not much to say though haha
but yeah, i was in hawaii for a week, and managed to grab a few pictures.
my photography is crap, but i think it still looks kind of sweet :]

( hawaii. )