I really don't want to be here right now. I'm in a really bad mood and my friends calling me dundalk and a dumbass. I'd rather be home dealing with my parents. I really need a hug and be around people who won't call me shit.
I don't really know how I feel about what happened tonight. I know that it was stupid on my part. Because I knew what was going to happen and I let it happen anyway.
my good mood from earlier today is ruined,. I wake up and think dreams are real, I sleep so I don't have to feel, The truth that you can't ever be, The one person that won't ever forget me.