new journal.
ill add most of you already with the exception of a few.
if i posted shit noone cares about than why do you still fucking read it?

Tomorrow is my first day at work. :)
Just to get all of my hours and pay and all worked out.
:)

the hints show was a lot of fun. i met up with dani and we went. saw everyone that i wanted to. sung to ryan and had a water fight with jeff. which also included mike putting ice down my shirt. so much drama, skanks, and girls yelling and being drunk.

this is the result of a camera, a really tall cute boy, and two short girls.

( waterfight )

Hamilton tonight with meg.
:) I haven't been this excited in a while.
I have a suprise that noones seen.

I'm excited to see the bravo boys again
And meg. And oh the story boys and empty gratitude.

i had the most horrible dream ive ever had while i was napping today ( Read more... )

i dont trust anyone. ive always known i shouldnt ( Read more... )

I fucked up.

This thanksgiving consisted of conversations about trips to miami in january, movie marathons in the basement while under the influence by myself, having people I haven't talked to in ages iming me while I'm upset and talking for hours and overall having a happy time while not worrying about anything miniscule in the scheme of things.

Having certain songs always remind you of your ex is never a good thing. Especially when it was describing your situation down to a t. I feel wothless now because noone gives me the time of day.
I'm doing good in school and that's about it.
I'm going to try and make amends with all my old friends or exes.

I seriously am fed up with people.
No more with this oh lets be best friends one week and the next week its you're so fucking annoying I hate you.
Seriously nothing is worth losing my integrity.
This is the year hope fails you, you have nothing left to lose but your soul.
I'm so done with everything.