woo, i got a job at Urban Outfitters. ! :D

i'll do it, i'll do it, i'll do it.

i miss my love.
ugh, it's terrible.

damnit, i want more fucking self control.
i'm sick of feeling guilty all the damn time.

i need strength.

"I will not die an unlived life ( Read more... )

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Alright, so i hate car accidents & cancer. When i was driving myself to the gym this afternoon i saw a terrible car accident & the guy was in the middle of the rode with all of his clothes ripped off & all of the paramedics were surrounding him. It was so sad!!!!! Seriously, it was so fucking sad. What if he dies? Who loses a dad, brother, uncle, ( Read more... )

"God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be."

I truely believe that. I read it & it just makes total sense to me. A lot of the time you regret ever having someone in your life or ever being a certain way for a period ( Read more... )

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"It's not a silly little moment, it's not the storm before for the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of this love that we've been working on.

I was the one you always dreamed of; you were the one i tried to draw. How dare you say it's nothing to me? Baby, you were the only light i ever saw."

WOO! it's Scottsdale Fashion Week & i'm going to the fashion show event on Friday!! I'm so excited... god, i'm so excited. I feel... i feel wow. Because i would never get to go to NY's Fashion Week or Milans, or Paris's so, this is the closest i can get. You know?!!? AH!!! i love dressing up.