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i'm starting to think that maybe being a fatty isn't all that bad. my mom is probably more active than she's ever been and she got cancer. her sister is the healthiest one in the family and she had a stroke last week at 49. all the unhealthy lazy people on my dad's side of the family are just fine. maybe it's more important to enjoy the calorie- ( Read more... )

i've been wondering how to write about my recent thoughts, but i'll take a cue from a friend's entry. i've always had a very detailed list of what i do not want in man, so this will be a new endeavour for me.

i want a man..
who will spend a whole day in bed with me, doing nothing in particular.
who will show me new things - - carefully and patiently ( Read more... )

recap of my holiday since i can't sleep:

12/21: i didnt leave early on saturday morning as originally planned because i had far too many things i felt needed to be done before i left austin and i had been characteristically unproductive all week. plus, i had my office holiday party and afterparty at jessica's on friday, which became an engagement ( Read more... )

I found this message in my first high school yearbook:

In everyone's life, people say that you meet a friend that can help guide you through good times and bad times.. like an angel. I didn't believe that until I met you :) You have been one of the greatest friends I've had. I've grown to know you really well. You've always.. always been there for ( Read more... )

this is my real wish list:

an original edition of disco bloodbath by james st. james - with the black stiletto & not the movie graphic.
a polaroid camera.

thats really all I can think of right now.

so my mom went through her first round of testing at md anderson today. we didnt really get any new information. she has a slow growing type of lymphoma and the rest of the testing on thursday will hopefully tell us if it is only in her small intestine or if it started/spread to other parts of her body. it is likely that she has had this in her for ( Read more... )

Im not going to be mysterious about this. my Mom has a type of cancer Ive never even heard of before and frankly, Im terrified.

Ive had a million and one thoughts run through my head this week, but Im not going to use this blog to ramble through them. Im not going to discuss how disappointed I am in some people or the painful conclusions Ive ( Read more... )

 did I post this before? because I know Ive felt this way for awhile.

I always have plans for the summer - how much weight I will lose, how organized & prepared I will be for the start of the school year, and how much I will change as a person. but it never quites works out that way. whether I was a senior in high school trying to get in shape for ( Read more... )

 if I lived in New York, I would wear dresses everyday. with scarves and sneakers ( Read more... )