My new LJ name is bleulikejazz_x3

Don't bother if your not going to comment, it will be friends only.

...you can't eat hate with a fork and butter.

i sit, pondering where to go from here. you don't make decisions like this at seventeen. nobody should. i'm tossing an idea around in my head, anything to find a way aout of this, and any road would be better than dissapointment.

my eyes narrow, and an idea comes to mind;;

just say forget it. just ( Read more... )

I finally got the lyrics to La vie Boheme, by myself, from memory... yes.
( click )

I've found... religionI'm not telling anyone what to believe in, but if you're interested at all, please visit this link ( Read more... )

I fucked up.

So bad.

Oh God.

James, I'm SO SORRY.
Please get in touch with me. soon.

i just got back from the family thing. My layout is fucked up, but aside from that, everything seems to be normal so far. Go me. Well. I don't want to post much, because I don't have alot of time, but here's os me kick ass pictures for you to drool over of mah ugly family.

( Last Night )

So. My means of communication with James have been taken again. I hate my dad. I almost got killed today. I have to walk with help because I got thown out of the back of a transfer truck in band class today when we were unloading fruit. Nathan gives good back rubs. My arms are sore from lifting "100% Florida-Grown Oranges". My school can go to hell ( Read more... )

Dear dad ( Read more... )

He's completely in love with me and I don't like hiiiim. I'll explain later. He's going to be at the pageant...

Oh god, it's going to be a rough night.

I just seem to be getting really lazy with my layouts lately. I'm going to do something about it eventually, but I have started on three different layouts today, and ended up not finishing any of them. It's rediculous. I'm being a twit. I just don't seem to have that creative spark that I've been looking for lately, but I have the feeling that when ( Read more... )