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I miss you.
Tommarow it'll be 5 years since my mom passed away. The time has really flew by, but I don't think one day has passed by that I didn't think of her. I still feel like I just haven't seen her for a long time. It's taken me a long time to accept that she's not with me anymore, but that's just not an easy thing to do. I'm always afraid that I will ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while..
I'd just like to say that I am in a good place in my life. My first semester of BCC is almost over and I haven't missed a day or an assignment! Which is very different from how I was in high school, haha. Anyways, I'm proud of myself and I feel great about what I've accomplished. I've been meeting new and interesting people, learning new things, ( Read more... ) -
Can't love anyone eles without loving yourself.
I recently went to the doctor about my back pain. He mentioned that he wants me to go to endocronologist to see if I have this sydrome. (I'd rather not say what it is) I've been researching it online and it just pin points everything I have... which is scary. I mean, I'd love to know what's going on since I've been going through this my whole life ( Read more... ) -
Just because I'm losing..
Doesn't mean I'm lost ( Read more... ) -
Here I am...
I wake up everyday and wonder what I should do. Nothing is ever planed. I like it sometimes, but it's an unstable relationship for me ( Read more... ) -
"Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn? "
I was reading that on July 8th of this year, 5 minutes and 06 seconds after 4 it will be 04 : 05 : 06 - 07/08/09. I guess that only happens every thousand years or something. Werid thing is, that's the day my mother day ( Read more... ) -
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It feels so good to not wake up with a hangover. It's been a while. -
Pathetic
I haven't taken my anti depressants in a week and all I want to do is kill myself. I wish I could live a normal life.
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Things are finally coming together...kinda ( Read more... ) -
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I'm gonna try doing that sober thing during the week and see how it works.
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