I'm beginning to hate the sneaking around and bullshit. Why can't people be adults about this and fucking just deal with it. Everyone knew at some point it would happen, and now I'm getting the consquences and it isn't all my fucking fault. Were in fucking college! I'm not asking for anybody to take sides but it's obvious he is. I want to go to the ( Read more... )

Today is where I sit down, and say.. I'm back to where I was 8 months ago... And you know, if something falls in front of me then awesome but you know.. I'm not going to search.. I'm going to let them fall into my lap.

Like, seriously for real. Grow the fuck up. Your bed of lies is so fucked up and honestly, I willnot tolerate that shit. So keep it up, or I'm faced to do one thing and the only thing I know that will shut you the fuck up. You just hiked up the wrong fucking tree, and trust me.. if you want it to get ugly, then that is all on you. This is a side ( Read more... )

I got very drunk Friday night and to whomever got a drunken phone call by me or by one of my friends I was with, all apologies. We were fucked up. :)

Made me not think about the situation though, to focused on out drinking them and did..aswell as did not throw up...and was out by 10 to be home early. eekk.

So needed again.

Speechless.

All I still am feeling after the past few days. I want the feeling back.. the sense of what I had. Who the hell knows what is going to happen.

We broke up ( Read more... )

I miss you & this is all driving me nuts. But it's going to be good for us, and when we finally sit down and talk everything out; we will be fine.

I love you so much.

[x-posted from stacey ( Read more... )

boys are assholes.

end of story.

I'm ready for a real man.

I got told tonight that I'm amazing photographer, by one of the main shooters in the studio ( Read more... )