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This is impossible. Im going to be one of those awful, bitter, miserable, silent, permanently broken hearted people forever. -
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when he and i broke up there was one person outside my family who i thought would be there for me and that was you. unfortunately, my family couldnt be there for me. unfortunately neither were you. and you still havent. its been almost a month. first off id like to thank you for helping me prove to myself, yet again, that i dont need anyone but me ( Read more... ) -
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i cant wait to be done with school so i can make moves.
im not sure if i want to live in providence or boston next year. -
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i thought i felt your shape but i was wrong. really all i felt was falsely strong. i held on tight and closed my eyes. it was dumb. i had no sense of your size. it was dumb to hold so tight. but last night, on your birthday, in the kitchen, my grip was loose. my eyes were open. i felt your shape and heard you breathing. i felt the rise and fall of ( Read more... ) -
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everyone im friends with in boston cares only about looking and sounding cool. it makes me feel really bad for them and myself for being their friend. im judgmental as fuck. it seems theres a difference here; and i think the people in new bedford dont act this way because they have nothing to prove and they know it. what the people here dont ( Read more... ) -
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your everlasting summer you can feel it fading fast
so you grab a piece of something that you think is gunna last
but you wouldnt even know a diamond if you held it in your hand
the things you think are precious i dont understand
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i really dont want to have birthdays anymore ( Read more... ) -
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i wanna die.
outside the kitchen, i hate my life.
i dont feel like any of this is real.
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thats an exaggeration. i just dont feel like getting into it all. -
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must find girl...