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I was merely a passenger. My life was on autopilot. I held a distant and disconnected perspective of the world I wanted to live in and who I wanted to be. Who was I? That was a mystery. The ink still dripped on pages forged by another entity. These chapters were writing themselves. What were these chapters? I was merely a reader of my life. Did I ( Read more... ) -
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I lost myself for a while helping others find their way, and all the ones I helped were never meant to stay. Trying to regain some sense of normalcy while struggling to see what that can even be. Now I'm just one for complaining, but it doesn't matter because I'm not singing a song or practicing rehearsal with all these empty suits that walk around ( Read more... ) -
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When you're an adult, the only things you should think about are everyone in your life who isn't around anymore and all the relationships you've fucked up. & how no matter what you get, you don't really care about it. These are the things adults think about. Hate yourself. Regret every decision you've ever made. Fear death while simultaneously ( Read more... ) -
I can't believe I was able to login to this.
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Yesterday I went skateboarding for a while. You never really realize how out of shape you are until you go try to do something you used to do so easily. I skate for about 10 minutes and I'm out of breath. It used to come so easily and I used to chain smoke while i did it. Skating for hours. Now I'm completely sore, my lungs hurt and my side hurts(I ( Read more... ) -
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No one even knows, how god damn lonely i am.
I keep holding on to the thought that i'm going to be hanging out with people and it never actually follows through.
It's the only thing that keeps me going though.
I have no fucking friends.
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to toastrdan
rest in peace my friend.
You'll always be remembered to me as the best livejournal user.
I'll miss your entries.
I'll miss you commenting my journal.
I'll miss us even being friends.
But now every time I see your name it makes me cringe.
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porn.
my anti-suicide. -
depressed as fuck.
my head itches.
my side hurts.
i think i need to smoke some weed.