Still havent slept, its been months now. I feel kinda delirious, thats kewl though, who needs sleep.

I can Dream with out sleeping...

I think it is time to accept the fact that I may never sleep again. Maybe I'll get some breakfast and take a long long walk, screw work, its all I ever do, I wish I could walk away from that, its like the song says

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away.

It’s been gray for too long

How to make a __demon__
Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

5 parts courage

5 parts instinct

1 Part Energy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

I feel like I am here drowning in my space ( Read more... )

All of what is ( Read more... )

I am out of words ( Read more... )

I woke up this mourning thinking "...maybe I died, I shouldn’t be up, not after last night..." 500am, what the FXCK, how am I up, awake, moving. Strange ( Read more... )

-I miss you more then you will ever know-

I AM so so sorry, so low-level programmed. Where did we go? G-D, I wish I could change time. Time the pain time the end time was broken. I just keep sinking. I am destined to this pain, please, feed me more, and feed me more. Please, be happy, beloved. I am in and always will be... With you.

The cruelty and the consumption
The glutton and loose
grief
good g-d
grief