I've been sleeping far too much; I think I'm sick. This is not good. Sean is coming next weekend; I'm nervous. I hate sleeping alone. I'm ridiculously insecure; I barely talk to my closest friends. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I cut my hair shorter, and I'm dying it light brown. Black is boring.

Today starts my 2 months oath of being single. I won't bother looking for a relationship or even casual dates until December, because I would like someone to kiss on New Year's and for no other reason. If I don't do this, I'll just end up feeling more and more sorry for myself. I'm a great guy, I do nice things for the people whose company I ( Read more... )

I am at a really crappy internet place right now, I hate it. Half the keys are in Japanese. It doesn't make any sense, and this computer is "hella slow ( Read more... )

Friday night I did absolutely nothing because Cory was sick and couldn't come hang out; do to the overwhelming amount of rejection I've been getting lately, my first instinct was that he was lying to me. After a while I realized that he probably wasn't, so I spent the night playing SNES on my computer, watching the debates, and making him homemade ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention, at the Rilo Kiley show I bumped into this guy Chris who I briefly hung out with on Friday. Think typical gay scenester, except a bit more 'five alarm'. So anyway, he had no one to go with to see them, and I knew Laura & I were going, so I invited him along thinking I was being a nice guy. So I call him once over the weekend ( Read more... )

I didn't have time to update yesterday. I went to see Rilo Kiley / Tilly & The Wall last night and I only have one complaint ( Read more... )

I had my first big test earlier today, and I thank the Dickens that I'm good with Early and High Renaissance art and the Humanist and Mannerist movements. Unfortunately later today I have my Math exam. Oh well, can't win them all ( Read more... )

Last night is a huge blur; I'm posting from Laura's computer and her "H" button is missing. It's kind of annoying, so I'm going to attempt to use as few "H's" as I can ( Read more... )

I was in an awful mood yesterday morning; I show poor character when it comes to rejection. My solution was to stop being a pussy, get over myself, and finally get my lip pierced. That I did ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fairly eventful as far as Thursdays go. I found out my friend Matt from NJ and his friend Chris were going to The Weakerthans & Murder By Death so I decided to go with them because I need to start hanging out with straight dudes again to "butch me up". It was unfortunately sold out when we got there, but a few things happened along ( Read more... )