You know what they say, once you hit rock bottom, you cant go many places besides up, so things havnt been too bad, snuck on my brothers comp i hope he doesnt wake up, i type loud :(. right now the only thing on my mind is keeping my nose clean, doing what i need to do, and talking to certain key people *i'll get to those people in the matter of a ( Read more... )

Omg...that's all i can say right now, snuck on the computer, probably wont talk to anyone for one hell of a while, sooo no i'm not ignoring everyone, i just got my life stripped away from me in a matter of 2 days...

sorry we havnt talked in so long babe... i feel really bad making you have to wait, any questions? ask alex o_o

now i'm freaking pissed... my family would make fucking money in some kind of gay tv show i'm sure. fuck i'm not even going to explain, life is just totally sucking right now

I'm in a random mood today. today depressed me, pissed me off, made me laugh, and helped me realize what i had this whole time! even though today totally sucked, i realized how great of a best friend alex is :D you're the best alex! no matter what happens, nothing gets between us!!...except chantal, when she's around you're garbage! lol joking!! ( Read more... )

:D!!! HALF LIFE 2 weeeee i'm happy! that game owns! i'm so glad i got it

man! i'm always messing something up! first, i get in trouble for calling chantal too late, eveerryone gets pissed off at me. now, i get home late last night, i decide NOT to call her because i'm scared her dad will get pissed off at her again and ground her, but now she's upset because i didnt call her? man! i'm so confused ( Read more... )

today sucked! i missed my girlfriend sooo much, i spend my 1 month fixing a freaking bike tire for my friend jeeez... i wanted to see her so badly, but i just didnt get the chance to. i had to go to some resteraunt with my family instead of being with her in santa's =/... my dad is still pretty mad at me but right before i left we made up.. i think ( Read more... )

Happy one month babe 8), it feels like it's been sooooo long, i hope we get to see eachother soon!

love yah

I'm one of those guys who doesn't like to bitch at anything, i like to deal with it and live. that's the reason i didnt want a journal in the first place, cause i knew no matter how good of a day i was ganna have, this stupid thing is ganna make me want to bitch at somthing, so here goes..

ask yourself this one question: what am i grateful for?

i ( Read more... )

Well, thanksgiving was alright, not what i expected, but i got full! which.. is good i guess. my dad came by to drop off my dog, i think he was going on a trip, but i didnt care. i didnt even remember why we were mad at eachother, i jumped out of my chair and jumped on him =/ man i dont know how some people can live without seeing their parents for ( Read more... )