everynight you break my heart even more

im overwhelmed. with everything, i feel like a whimp but fuck man. i have no desire to solve anything, to just sit and wallow in my own confusion. i wish things were simple... i wish my life, problems, desires, and wishes were simple. i have big dreams but i dont have enough faith in myself to acheive them. i need some sort of miracle... not from ( Read more... )

"well... you cant"
and i said well noone tells me what i can and cant do
So I Fuckin Did It

cause im trying real hard not to puke
but i figure
life is too short to pass out while youre drunk

I went to beg for your forgiveness. I found you there. Just where I thought you would be. I went so you could see what a wreck I am without you, and see how badly I need you. You pretended like you didn't see. Don't kid yourself, we both know we're all the other can see. I ran to you, back into your arms. I just stood there... I can smell you. I ( Read more... )

once in awhile
stretch out a smile
for those hopeless mother fuckers

pathetically
deserted.
disposably
perverted.

solitary.

pain pain go away
push it all, all away
rain
rain rain

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sometimes
life relishes in throwing me curve balls.
one after another
over and over...

trashy, jealous, ugly, ignorant, piteous WHORES ( Read more... )

miss my necklace.
i feel like it was a vital part of my sanity

ever since i lost it bad shit keeps on happening
&its really retarded.

really retarded.

i feel like a background third-wheel all the time
and the only person who can change that wont
ONLY.
.

all life is.

im begining to adapt to this..
it still sucks though.

when my dog ran away
but i get angry at the bills i need to pay
im starting to get angry when my mom smokes pot
hits the bottle and goes straight to the fucking rock