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Moving to Oakland on the 30th and then moving back home afterwards. I am stressing just thinking about this. I think im always just freaking myself out. I need to relax.

the first time i ever saw this kid was not very memorable because i dont remember it. she seemed nice and first impressions arent the greatest. first impressions don't mean anything at all. it doesnt show you who the person is in the first fifteen minutes you exchange a "hello" and "how are you?" you never know the stupid stuff they pull off just ( Read more... )

i feel like i have had my mind set and adjust to the fact that : i need to be home. so why is it i find myself crying because I dont have the same opportunities that are handed to other people. i could ask God questions: why arent my parents supportive? why was our house foreclosed? why does my dad have to be so selfish? why do i have to raise my 5 ( Read more... )

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this song pretty much describes how i feel about southern california ( Read more... )

i want him. i want him. i want him ( Read more... )

...that everyone is against me.

vanessa rosales vs. the world.

i guess this is the perfect time to write about my feelings when im experiencing all these emotions. my dad just called me and lecturing me about how selfish i am. we ended with me crying and him saying that in the end he just wants me home. so there it is. hes making it hard on me so i will come home. i all ready had my mind set on coming home but ( Read more... )

supporting the arts. but i am just annoyed by these self proclaimed artists. im sure if i had an expensive camera i would be taking great pics of myself. just sayin.