im back from the Bay. The process of getting a room was hard, but eventually found a place. Everywhere we looked the rent was about 400 to 600 dollars and I didnt even have my own room. I thought it was ridiculous. So I ended up looking at a room. It is in the basement and its a small room. i dont have a kitchen (which is fine because i dont cook ( Read more... )

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Its been four months since Ive been working with a trainer. I guess im pretty satisfied. I didnt lose weight like I intended to, but I gained muscle and toned up. I like the way I look (some days) and I feel better about going to the gym. I have two more sessions left. I just hope after I stop seeing the trainer, I wont get off track. I bought an ( Read more... )

I'm a girl learning to act as planned
I was programmed to be Catholic but I ran
I changed my race, I changed my name
I prayed to them, "Please, what is brave"
I am loyal because I was simply raised that way

Hug me 'til you drug me, honey, hug me
Hug me 'til you suffocate me, hug me anyway

A couple of weeks ago, i was involved in some sort of incident dealing with my sister and her 17 year old boyfriend. We exchanged some cruel words. I was so frustrated with her and ended up trying to hit her (my fault). The boy grabbed me and allowed her to beat me up. I dont want anyones hands on me without permission. So of course, I never want ( Read more... )

its too hot in my room. my brother turns five this week! happy bday little one!

My parents all supposedly love all their children equally and there is no such thing as second best. I always felt the other way. When I was growing up, I was always the uglier one, the fatter one, the shorter one...i was never me. This was a good thing because I learned how to take care of myself and realized that if i really wanted something, i ( Read more... )

i finally put in the two weeks at its a grind! yuuup!!! taking a trip to san francisco at the end of this month. so excited!!!!

i am going to recieve my diploma from Cypress College in 2 to 3 months. Wasssupp Cypress College alumni! haha.

so we switched from direct tv to verizon fios. Shit sucks for reals. i hate the tvguide. we also bought a new tv and got internet! its cool having the internet at home for a change, but im always on that shit, which isnt good sometimes.