just sit in my bed ( Read more... )

So I have a monster headache that I've basically had all day ( Read more... )

Seriously.
What SANE person showers at 830 in the morning ON A SATURDAY?
IN COLLEGE?

HEY.
THERE ARE PEOPLE SLEEPING NEXT TO THE BATHROOM.
SHOWER ALL YOU WANT.
BUT DONT FUCKING TALK FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.
BECAUSE YOU WAKE ME UP.

I wrote all my suitemates a note on the bathroom mirror, basically saying the same thing.
Minus the swearing.

When does it get to the point where I just give up? Give up trying to hang out, trying to be sincere and genuine, and trying to be your friend. I don't think you even want to be my friend anymore. You're not making the effort. How many times have you bailed now? So many that I can't count. I feel like sorry doesn't even cut it anymore. Which sucks ( Read more... )

Will I become a coconut again?
Tomorrow night shall determine.
Twenty dollars, goodbye.

I've been way too tired lately.
I took a nap yesterday.
And Saturday.
And now.
I want a nap.
It's an hour till my next class.
Cigarette...or nap?
Nap.
I'll save my money.

Know that you are missed.
Cigarette smoke billows into sunshine.
I can't help but remember that day.
Sitting on the beach by myself.
Watching the waves crash early in the morning.

Simple moments are filled with ecstasy.
08/04/04
Someone take me to Santa Cruz.
Please.

Why does the bad always taste so sweet?

I want to fly ( Read more... )

PS. I miss my Mom. I found this entry I wrote about her, because I felt she had completely emotionally abandoned me. It made me sad. NOW I'm going to sleep.

Peach Pies. Spinach Quiche. Egg Sandwhiches. Baked Apples. Oh Mommydearest, where have you gone? Have you shut that door to your room, and that ( Read more... )