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CT scan #2!

let's hope they find out this time, ugh.

i'm happy and i'm sad.
things are different.
you are different.
i am different.

things change.
i'm gonna go on holding onto something
that doesn't have a fighting chance.

we don't deserve a last chance.
and i'm not gonna apologize for that.

i wrote you a letter,
and then found out what you said.

and now my letter means nothing,
because it means everything meant nothing.

so i guess i just won't give you the letter.

love.

never forget your promises.

i may love the world,
but baby, i don't love you.

no longer you can't keep 'em round.

the world is really all in love.

i am really in love with the world. :)

Purdue
Ball State[check]
Butler
Hanover[check]
Manchester[check]
Franklin
TriState[check]

we know how to have a good time. :)

love.

i know others have it worse. but frankly, today i couldn't care less.

i hate it here and i can't wait to leave. i don't care what you think of me. not anymore.

none of it matters anymore.