i haven't been on livejournal in like 57 years, nor have i journaled in foreva. things have changed a lot since the days of frequent livejournaling but mostly every thing is both exactly the same and completely different, simultaneously.

new blog:
http://suppatrick.blogspot.com

i can't believe that i have to go back to school tomorrow... i'm totally not ready. i basically want to just stay at home and hang out with my best friends and mom and family for the rest of my life and never have to deal with any of that ever again. it's so wonderful not being stressed out and feeling totally comfortable around everyone here and ( Read more... )

u of i is growing on me like crazy and i definitely no longer feel as wishy-washy emotion wise. i've made new best friends and i'm totally regaining the self-confidence that seemed to completely leave me when i first got here. i'm still as big of a drama queen as i was at home, if not more so. i miss my mom and dad and sisters and brother and ( Read more... )

So, here's how it works ( Read more... )

so being that it's 2am and i feel like i can't go to bed because i have homework that i really should do buuut also being that i'm not at all in the mood to continue doing homework i decided to say whatup el jay?!

so college is...different. i was sure that i'd come here and fall completely in love with it the instant i set foot on campus buuut that ( Read more... )

dear things,

will you please just HAPPEN!?!
honestly.

love,
patrick.

we all know that i'm soooort of a drama queen at 3am on a saturday night so if you read that now-deleted entry feel free to ignore it because i'm basically completely over it. i'll  completely fall in love with u of i soon enough, i just need to give it a little more time.

It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes ( Read more... )

do you ever get that feeling that life is just beginning?
and that the world has soooo much to offer you?
and you just can't wait to accept it and love it?

yeah, me too.

i leave TODAY for ireland.

i find this incredibly ridiculous.

sometimes i just want to cry tears of joy.

the world has so many possibilities.

sometimes i forget that. and then all at once it hits me...and i get this ridiculous feeling in my stomach. BUTTERFLIES. at that moment,it hits me how absolutely wonderful life is. it is ABSOLUTELY wonderful.

i'm going to see wicked tomorrow night. it will be my first ( Read more... )