Journal dead.

So I think my uncle sent me an e-mail. He's one of the many Uncles I have that I never see, only talk to once, and thought they had the wrong number until they said my mom's last name. He said something that scared the hell out of me yet inspired me at the same time. He asked if I was still painting and drawing and what not, I said I haven't ( Read more... )

[waa waa waa self pity, waa waa waa I know I can never have him waa waa waaa get me on a tredmill! ]

I have the world's biggest head ache and we don't have any peppermint. Have you ever gotten so fed up with people for trying to make you feel like you were the most important thing ever? Of course I don't want to be forgotten, but sometimes I feel ( Read more... )

Life is getting tons better ( Read more... )

It's the magic that forever brings, or atleast the neon safety lights that line the reservation road telling us we are going way too fast and when we hit the next hill we might just fly away. But we never did! Stories were shared and songs were sung just as much as comfortable silence felt. It was all right with warm drinks in hand and 85 in a 45 ( Read more... )

Sixteen candles is on and that only makes me feel more like not being here.
All that is coming out of my speakers is the Smiths, 
the direction I am shoving myself into isn't the best of places.
Shopping during this paycheck, maybe I just need to change myself to change the world around me.
I'm tired of what people tell me, about how I could wear those ( Read more... )

say what?!
I'm gonna be late for school cause my hair and make up still aren't done.
=/
Oh well. Fall out boy is on, and any chance to look at Joe and Patrick is enough. ohandTravis
I can't even imagine how long of discussion we've had at the lunch table about wishing we could just randomly make people break into dance. How awesome right?
UGHH My polo ( Read more... )

All the words I've heard before sketched like a childs art across the sky and the wondering eyes assure me this time we wont make it out alive. And then you cry! OH LORD YOU CRY! And we btoh, children of the same god or something of the sort, kneel down to accept the final call one more drink and we're out the door.  And the words all said before ( Read more... )

1.You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
Geh. Just One? Uh...uh...I am having the hardest time with this one.  Who ever came up with The Real World, they should be shot

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
Slipknot.

3. Who would you ( Read more... )

So I am seriously taking my time getting ready and I know that's not a good thing cause my breath is stinky (Much like the rest of me, OH SNAP ( Read more... )