You said I better start making all my wishlists early cause it's all I'll ever get.
So I'm working on next year cause this year will never end.
All I ever wanted was:

One hand to hold with my fingerless gloves
One voice to scream along to when we're in a sea of people
One day  when there isn't a chance of rain in April
One little phone call when I'm ( Read more... )

Well I don't know just what I'm here for?
I want more than words can Describe
I've been deprived
Can you believe it?
My whole world well it's fallin' apart
well it falls, still it falls, well it falls apart around me

And you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
Oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Said at you pick me back up ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being made out as some kind of whore.
Everyday I get it slapped in my face "three guys in one year Lauren. Your first year of dating and you've broken up with two boys"
I'm sorry, if I had it my  way Jordan and I would have been together from the get-go.
He would have been my first boyfriend
He would have been my first Kiss.
But ya know ( Read more... )

When did I get this tired? When did I start feeling this old? These are the steps to dying. My fingers not on the trigger but my eigth sense is telling me to pick up my feet and run. This isn't the way to live, this isn't the way to grow. Lyrics stain my tongue along with gin and asprin. Do not operate machinery but everythings so damn mechanic ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish music wouldn't suck so bad.
Those are also the times I wish that I would be smart enough to turn off MTV.
Hey, Elijha Wood got punk'd?

I'm an Addict for Dramatic.

If I didn't think he was working to break up with me I would call this strange.
The like we felt is slowly dripping away and it started with a hair cut.
I was looking for the shoulder to cry on and recieved a fall on my face.
I don't regret talking so much about leaving anymore,
Or my one birthday wish.
The one I kinda wished hadn't been the first to ( Read more... )

I ran into photographs screaming for weeks ago.
I fell back into foolishness in believing you get what you deserve.
Now here I am, lost in the sea of clutter I call my room, fingers stained grey from smudging the only thing I have control over. Here I am swimming in pages of sketch books praying for a way out.
I ran into photographs wishing.
I fell ( Read more... )

Open your music programs and ( Read more... )

"I can't believe you actually died."

I'm the best damn actress. Some people came preaching Mormon beliefs. I was like staring at the guy cause he was a churchie version of Pete Wentz. I almost called him Pete like twice. 15 minutes later I let it slip I have two moms. OPPS! ^_^ Oh well, I got a hand shake and hear his stuttering. Oh god. Anyway...party in like two hours. I have to do ( Read more... )