im going to start writing weekly to-do list things on here, hopefully it will help me get more done. livejournal is awesome for this because i would lose it or leave it somewhere if i wrote it on paper.

1. get all my transfer stuff done and sent out by april 5 ( i have only been telling myself to do this for the past month)
2. clean my car
3. clean my ( Read more... )

i hate white pants and i think they look horrible on everyone, even worse if you are over 30.
i want to go running through a field of flowers, yellow and purple ones.

i thought that once i got accepted into sdsu i would stop stressing so much but of course life doesnt work that way. i dont know how i didnt realize this earlier but to get in i have to keep my gpa at where it is, which is around a 3.0 which wouldnt be too hard if it werent for the fact that im going to have to struggle to get a C in calc 2 and ( Read more... )

i  wish changing the things i dont like in my life was easier. its all stupid little things too so i dont understand why its so hard for me. i just want to do more. i want to be happy with today instead of constantly looking forward to tomorrow ( Read more... )

i hate that most relationships seem to have to end badly for me. a lot of people that i have been really good close friends with in the past few years that im not friends with anymore are people that i would avoid if i saw them in the street. it seems like most of these relationships ended because i didnt really like who that person was or was ( Read more... )

now that school is over and im not killing myself with going to class and studying and my parents are gone and im free to do what ever i want there is nothing to do. i knew that would happen. im going crazy. im so used to being busy or having something i had to do/ needed to do all the time that having time to just sit back and relax is not very

school makes me sleepy.
life is good and is only getting better. im trying to not worry about stupid things that wont matter later on in life. i love my friends.

i feel like im hiding too many things, but i really have no reason to. i think im just too open with people so i always feel like im not being completely honest when really im just not telling everyone everything.

i cant wait for coachella and ludacris!

i love the view from the coronado bridge at night. the only thing that would make it better is if it wasnt the coronado bridge but some other bridge in some other more exciting city and i didnt know that at some point id have to go back home to el cajon.

LA sometime this weekend? im excited.

livejournal is better than myspace, too bad its dead.

im really annoyed by the boy who is sitting in front of me right now, i kind of want to throw something at him.