i haven't updated in soo long! but a lot of things are changing yet again. i haven't hung out with some people in a very long time which sort of upsets me but i can't seem to pull myself away from the single person i've been with everyday. i feel that my school life has been going down the tubes and i can't seem to try and crawl back up. i've been ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!

FUCKING FINALLY!!!!!! me=extremely happy! wow...that's all i can say.

I Love Being LOVED!

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriend's name?
Matthew James Varchmin...EEEEEE!!

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
purple with some stars n stuff

3. What are you listening to right now
Viginia Wolfe by Murder By Death

4. Whats your favorite number?
(infinity times infinity) to the infinity power

5. What was the last thing you ate?
uhh.............. ( Read more... )

I'm leaving. Forever. It was all right being on this planet for my short 17 years. I hope everyone has a good life. Bye.

fuck this shit. fuck your oxycotin. fuck your valium. fuck your marijuana. fuck your mushrooms. fuck your robo. fuck your cocaine. fuck getting fucked up. one exception: I Love Beer.

i hate the way life makes me feel. i don't want to live anymore, it's too much pain. i don't care if people think i'm a pussy for saying that but i really can't stand it anymore. i hate the way matt makes me feel sometimes. he only cares about himself and no one else. he says one thing and does another. by being with him is ultimately making me ( Read more... )

what happened to my life? i feel like i don't have any friends anymore. no one ever returns my calls :-( i don't know...i need friends instead of the only two freaking people i hang out with...for the past two and a half months, i dunno kind of ridiculous. i miss the people that i used to hang out with constantly, the people who were like my other ( Read more... )

yesterday sucked. i had an ISSSSS and i'm on a fuckin attendance contract or some bullshit. that's gay as fuck. but yeah........this weekend also sucked. a lot. nothing exciting happened, except my random freak out on guinness and matt..."YOU'RE NOT MORRISSEY! FUCKIN IDIOT!" yeah that's what i said cuz i was pissed that they woke me up cuz i was ( Read more... )

jessica treu is a stupid fucking ho and i hate her!!!! NOBODY fucking touches my boyfriend or they will surely die....stupid fucking slut ( Read more... )