really awesome song

who wants to buy me a new cell phone? :-(

wow. the last 5 days have been rather amazing. i have come to the conclusion that i really don't like the fact of being 22000+ feet in the sky...airplanes are not right. no one should be suspended that high in the air for 4 hours; it's just weird. i love oregon. and weed is a lot cheaper there! i am definitely considering going to college at ( Read more... )

yay!!! i'm leaving tomorrow i'm so excited. i get to finally get the FUCK out of this shit hole.

i can't wait to get the fuck out of high school. fuck you stupid immature fucks. grow up, and get over yourselves. yr fucking stupid. worry about your own life, if you have one, and not mine.

so i get to finally see the ocean and fly on an airplane in 8 days and i cannot wait. i'm going to oregon and washington with matt and his mom, sister and brother. i'm super excited!!!! EEE! and i have a job at pac sun so someone come and visit me!!!! that's all i really have to say for now.

who wants to be my friend and hang out?

holy fuck i'm happy as hell. for once. i knew it would happen!!!!!!!!

i miss you so fucking much. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to breathe? how can i go on living without you? we're not supposed to end yet. i know it. i can feel it. i'm so sorry. please forgive me. i'm dying without you...wasting away. no eating. no sleeping for 4 days. i'm going to die. i can't go on like this. WE ARE MEANT TO BE.

I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. I'm Dead. ( Read more... )

i don't understand why i can't have parents. today was father's day and i didn't even call my dad. i feel horrible but does he really deserve to have the title of being a "father"? i think not. i need to get started on my summer reading for AP English...doubtful i'll be in that class...I need to be better. Stop making everything be my fault. Please