give me a media class ( Read more... )

it just hit me.
all mine :]
haven't felt that in awhile
it's an amazing feeling :D

I feel at peace with all.
except one.
whoo...I wouldn't expect to feel not at peace with.

we're supposed to be 'best friends'
yet, he hasn't spoken to me in days.
right.

It's almost Wednesday.
& that makes me really happyyy.
Cuz I get to see a really cute boy :]
I'm probably getting my tattoo that day as well :D
I can't wait.
Soooo freakin excited!

I feel pretty empathetic today ( Read more... )

UGH.
was totally going up hill
then. today had to happen.
I can't wait until I'm gone.
(six & a half weeks) =D
& I only have to see the people
that make me feel good.
Seeing him is one thing.
Seeing him with her is another.
I wish boy was coming with me today.
Maybe I'll just avoid them..
or act like nothing is wrong..
yeah...that should work.

I guess things are better.
Now we just see how things go...

someone could take a giganic dump on my life right now ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to be sick.

I kinda feel like an idiot ( Read more... )

things are fucked up.
& Idk if they'll get back to normal.
this weekend helped me realize alot.

main thing:
I don't want to be in a relationship.

I want to build friendships.
& I want to go up to Central boyfriend free.

I want to live my life to the fullest.
& I want to rebuild things.

some things never change...