I guess karma does creep up at times :]

Leaving in 2 months is bitter sweet.
Should I have fun & make people mad?
Orrrrr be a stick in the mud & make everyone happy.

yikes.

I feel bad for my mom.
She's taking my grandpa (her dad)
flowers today for father's day.
I wish I could've gone with her.
I hate that she's probably crying alone.
I'd cry with her.
I cry with everyone.

My stomach feels sick
& I feel angry.

I want it to be a month from now.
At least.
Maybe two & a half.
I want to be busy everyday
So I don't have time to think.

I know I'll get over this.
I just hate the inbetween part.
I get mad at myself for caring.
but I really can't help it.

I'd pay someone to fast forward time.
I really want to be up at Central.
Three hours away from EVERYONE who pisses me off.
It sounds...wonderful.
Soo over high school &..well..community college?
I hope I grow up a little bit more than everyone else.
oh wait..I already have..

hahahahjifdskfhdsf
get a life.
or better yet...
hahauahfiuds nevermind! =D

I think people that spend their lives wasting time on hating people are rediculous ( Read more... )

I really dislike school ( Read more... )

I've been really tired lately ( Read more... )

I get the rest of the week off after today :]