Comments | __goldberry__: A New Way to View My World

__goldberry__

A New Way to View My World

Jun 15, 2006 23:40

I've decided to set up another "real" lj account that I don't need to keep secret and which will chronicle any musings I have which are not ED related. I'm just finding it too hard to be honest at times because I feel I'm letting people down when I have backward steps in recovery ( Read more... )

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__goldberry__ June 16 2006, 10:16:32 UTC

Woo hoo! :-)

christina6644 June 16 2006, 01:24:15 UTC

Deluxe package =) =)

__goldberry__ June 16 2006, 10:16:39 UTC

Yay :-)

florescer June 16 2006, 04:39:02 UTC

i hope my response to your previous entry didnt encourage this. i didnt mean for the post to come off as hostile or irritated.
just worried.

and if i'm starting to bother you, just let me know.

__goldberry__ June 16 2006, 10:17:59 UTC

You could never bother me. But I have always thought of you a little when I write bad ED stuff because I know you care and I feel guilty that I'm letting you down.

But it's something I wanted to do anyway, so I could add uni friends and stuff. So please don't feel bad or anything. And the stuff you say is always good for me to hear anyway.

florescer June 16 2006, 15:38:38 UTC

dont feel guilty!! and you arent letting me down, i promise.
i just want you to feel better about yourself, in all respects, so that you can put this behind you and move on.

the last thing i want is to make you feel like you're failing anyone, especially me; i'm just an internet friend, i barely count.

but i'd be upset if you suddenly stopped blogging because you were in the hospital or worse.

the ed is a scary thing and i know it's hard to just spin out of it and gain complete control over yourself. i know that. i just worry.

95lbs_ July 8 2006, 16:27:03 UTC

Added you to asrai_elysium. ♥

I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Update soon, I worry ♥