I’m feeling a lot of doubt, in myself as a person, as an actor, as a woman/girl/female (it doesn’t feel right referring to myself as a woman but that’s an issue I’ll have to leave for another day ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm the fattest I've ever been and it's so scary I could almost jump out of a window, but not quite ( Read more... )

So I am writing to inform you all that after almost 6 years, I am now single. And my ED is 95% to blame. After supporting me through near-death, recovery, ongoing and relentless body dysmorphia, and a negligible libido, Mr Goldberry has finally had enough ( Read more... )

OK so I haven't been posting because I'm in New York and life is crazy and anything I really want to say is the same old shit... only multiplied by 1000.
( I am fat *sigh* )

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6 sleeps till New York ( Read more... )

Only 3 and a half weeks until I leave for New York and the William Esper Studio and I'm still tracking down accommodation. At the moment it looks like it may be Polish Greenpoint, where I'll be able to stuff myself with Pierogi and Zywiec for a reasonable US$900 a month ( Read more... )

I just got tagged in a Facebook photo that was taken around the time when I was pretty sick. It shocked me a bit. I know I was thin but I've forgotten how thin, and I never really saw how thin I was at the time anyway ( Read more... )

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other ( Read more... )

I. Am. So. Sick ( Read more... )