I am still here, in recovery, struggling each day...

[__goldberry__]

I've realised that the only way I am comfortable with eating is ALL or NOTHING.

I can only think of food in terms of quanitity - it is only 'safe' or 'allowable' (according to the voice of my Eating Disorder) if I eat until I am so full I can't physically eat anymore, or if I don't eat at all.

It's the healthy, in between amounts I have problems

Comments

[___applewhore]

I can understand what you are saying. I'm either 100% or nothing :[
I admire your will to recover

[__goldberry__]

Thankyou :-}
Although at the moment I feel like I'm only willing to recover from the binge/purge side of my illnes, it still feels good to be trying to do something good for my body for a change.

[tyranorexic]

It's the exact same with me, as well.
It's completely torturous. I'm sorry you have to go through it.

Good luck with recovery.

[__goldberry__]

Thankyou :-}
It's hard but for the first time in ages I feel optimistic about my future.

[fireworship]

hey crazy pants, add me already!!

[breath_in_girl]

Hi hon,
I'm currently collecting all the donations for the 40 hour famine. I need to have them banked by the 30th at the very latest. Could you please post the booklet and the money you've raised to the address on the back of the original envelope you received. If you've lost the envelope please email me asap at mod.aussieana@hotmail.com for my address. For instructions on posting the money please go here.
Please post them in the next few days. Thank you!