So fucking in love ^_^ it's brilliant ( Read more... )

Why do I always have to fuck up.

Having one of the best weeks of my life- by the way- in disneyland.

This might be an interesting entry..

I left the hotel.. just over.. a week? Two weeks? Ago now.. Left Jake there, needed some time to think. Came back and did.. not alot of thinking. Not alot else, either. Slept. Then.. I think it was the next day, I saw Jake, here, and I was just angry- for no good reason just.. angry, and bitchy, and I wanted ( Read more... )

"You're Beautiful"My life is brilliant ( Read more... )

Lying in bed with my face buried in the pillow when the phone rings. Right on my bedside table. I really don't want to answer it for a moment, really just want to leave it, curl up and leave it to ring and ring and ring until whoever it is leaves a message ( Read more... )

Could you whisper in my ear,
The things you wanna feel,
I’d give you anything,
Do you feel it coming?
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The news that Brian is coming for me has hit me hard, isn't bad news meant to get better each day?

It hasn't. It's got worse. Because every day brings me closer to the time he actually arrives.

And when he comes he will hurt me. I don't think the amount anybody fights will stop that ( Read more... )

I'm so bored. I wish I could get out more but...no...Billy has to stay home and be a good boy today, no bottle, no angst, sit at home and relax and be a good little boy for Jake ( Read more... )