Ok. So According to livejournal its been 125 weeks since I've updated this thing...that's 875 days! Well, this amazing man that I spoke about in my last entry about 3 years ago.....I am marrying in about 7 months :) life is crazy. I've had a crazy run....and I've only been around a mere 23 years! I suppose I should change my picture since it looks ( Read more... )

I have gone through so much in my life to get me to where I am today. So many "I wish's" or "what if's"... I almost wished my life away. I am so truely happy, and for the first time, I am not writing this for anyone but myself. I am in love with the most amazing man ever, I have a job (yes, a big person full time job), and the true and honest ( Read more... )

who shall i blame for this sweet and heavy trouble?

for every stupid struggle
i don't know.

i could buy you a drink
i could tell you all about it
i could tell you why i doubt it
and why i still believe.

i can't say it like i sing it
i can't sing it like i think it
i can't think like i feel it
and i don't feel a thing.

there is a point in every persons life where you just understand the beatles.

tonight
i am drinking wine
and listening to the beatles with my mom.

....the one thing my mother and i have in common.

our love of wine.

hi, im not dead-fyi.
i just forget about this thing sometimes.

my purpose of this entry:


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I leave for europe in 4 daysssssss! Totally stoked ( Read more... )

I want to scream ( Read more... )

i am in love with the most amazing guy in the world.

:]

!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't think I would ever be capable of feeling this way again in my lifetime. I felt like a lost soul for the better portion of my life. I can't keep wasting my energy on dwelling upon the bad things ( Read more... )

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