I am alive.

So many things have happened, and so much has changed.
I've learned that nothing is perfect.
& never will be.
.....& that couldn't be more okay with me.

Life is good.

more later.

I have a tremendous amount of things to deal with in my life at the moment. I am not sure how to handle most of the challenges that my life has presented. Yes, I am a lucky person. I am grateful that I have had it good thus far. However, I have hit one of the biggest bumps in the road, yet. I am full of frustration and I wish I knew how to handle ( Read more... )

I am really, really happy.
& it dosnt seem possible, but I will be even more happy, come next thursday.

Today was gorgeous.
I woke up early and did things.
I rolled the windows down
& sang really loud.
& danced with caroline in the car.

55 degrees in january.....?


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Today is the day of my birth.

Today I turn 19.

I'm getting old.

Its a good thing none of you know anything about my fucking life.
Grow some fucking balls and stop leaving anonymous comments.

I've tried hard not to let it get to me.
But I'm not a fucking robot.

Its funny to think that some people get pleasure out of belittling and insulting others.
This is the fucking internet, people.
Say it to my face.

I fail at everything I do ( Read more... )

Gahhh ( Read more... )

So it's Christmas.
This is the second lonliest holiday.


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2005 was a shitty year ( Read more... )

I can't seem to get out of this funk.
I have two finals and then I will never go back to college again.
I start cosmetology school in march.
Until then- work full time.

Hold your heart with two hands ( Read more... )