I dont feel like I can write here anymore. Im not deleting this account but I wont be writing in it either. I might test layouts here. Im getting a new account.

Only Jo can read it.

Bye x

Its not the fact that he doesnt like me in that way anymore, or that he still loves her. Okay yeah so that does suck, but who cares? Its just a stupid crush. And I got a bit over dramatic because thats what you do when you've had a bit drink. But anyway, its not what he done, its HOW he done it ( Read more... )

They say silence is golden, but I can't stand it. It triggers something in me that makes me panic frantically for something.. anything to say. And when I finally find something to say, it ends up being really stupid ( Read more... )

I love that I can be so totally depressed but am still able to put up the best fucking front that no one notices. It makes me happy that I can go for days eating nothing more than a cookie and my mother doesnt notice. I hate how no matter how little I eat, I still put fucking weight ON. Wheres the fucking logic in that?! Eurgh. I love being ( Read more... )

Only lyrics seem to be able to convey how I feel lately.

You said that flirting brings you closer to the end.

RIP Beth :'(

Suicides a fucking bitch.

Faces that I’ve seen turn old and grey
I’ve lost too many friends along the way
Memories I never thought would fade
They fade and blow away

I FUCKING MISS YOU.

Today was awesome. Thats all I can say. Just awesome.

:)

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. ( Read more... )

I noticed tonight that the world has been turning ( Read more... )

Today Im nothing but a big ball of emotions. Im crying at everything and nothing ( Read more... )