hi, livejournal. It's me, nicki.

narcotics, sleep, puke, repeat.

I am holding my breath.

This past half of a week has been like trying to scrape the remaining peanut butter out of the bottom of the jar and attempting to spread it onto the end piece of the only loaf of bread in the cabinet. It tastes the same, but it's unfulfilling knowing that you couldn't have more if you wanted it.

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This morning I made a camera obscura out of my bedroom ( Read more... )

Thursday I went to see The Full Monty at the Cape Rep Theater, and it was crazy and made me really nervous and lived up to its title. Oharra, Andrew, Will, Devon and I were all in the front row and got clothes thrown at us, and a guy in assless chaps grabbed my hand and took me onstage to dance with him. Terry invited us to free ice cream at her ( Read more... )

Alllright. This morning I sat around and waited (without much anticipation) for my appointment with the oral surgeon. The first thing I saw walking into the waiting room, was Abby Clearly. She kind of stumbled out of one of the examening rooms with her cheeks all swollen, just totally sedated. She said hi to me and was asking me a bunch of ( Read more... )

Hi! Hereee's the deal. I'm getting tired of this friends-only stuff. Just, to be honest, I really don't have any secrets, and the truth of the matter is that I kind of miss making stupid day-to-day "and then and then and then" posts about everything. So this is it. I'm going to keep track of things for a while. No ridiculous metaphors and no ( Read more... )

Listen!!

The Historical District
Julie and I; 
Someone to Hate, I Do.

Two Girls and a Boy
Taylor-Guitar
Maria-Violin, Harmony Vocals
Myself-Piano, Vocals;
Cover of "Dust in the Wind" by Kansas