WARNING:
This is long...but I needed to get this out.
If you read this..I appreciate it cuz its so long.Tonight I came to a realization about people really close to me. This whole summer I think I have been blocking the fact out of my mind just so that I won't have to believe it. But it's true and tonight I kinda...faced it I guess. I hate growing ( Read more... )

It is always so devastating when people pass away so early in their lives.

R.I.P Adam PowellJames and Mike..we are all praying for you equally. May God be watching over you both as well. James I am really hoping that you may somehow come out of the terrible state that you're in. Mike, I hope you recover with all of your strength ( Read more... )

mixed signals drive me INSANE!

i've been trying...

but as quoted from an episode of my favorite show...
"you have to close a door before you can open a new one."

i haven't been able to close that door yet.
and a lot of the time, i don't even think i want to.

Jill's comment on my last entry made me think a lot more on being single and finding myself...so i'm going to elaborate a little bit.

I am VERY proud of the person that I am. And Jill was right, having a lot of single time really does let you get to know yourself. And I feel like I have completely found out the person that I really am. In high ( Read more... )

ITS OFFICIAL:

I have THE WORST luck with guys. I don't understand it. I thought I found a really nice decent guy this time. He seemed almost perfect. He was super polite, funny, smart, and played the guitar AMAZINGLY. I had a blast hangin with him and we have so much in common. It was exciting because it felt like things were looking up and that I ( Read more... )

This summer seems so different.Probably because some of us have gone off to college and some have stayed at home. Groups have changed around, people have made new friends. It just seems weird so far. I kind of wish it was like last summer. I also feel slightly disconnected with my best friend. She has been with this guy who I am not particularly ( Read more... )

Ok. I am just going to rant about guys for a little bit...I have never met so many sick and disgusting guys until I started going to Central. NEVER did I realize how guys can be so...ugh dog-like and dirty. In no way am I trying to flatter myself at all by saying this, but I had a lot of guys come on to me while I was up at school. I'm not bragging ( Read more... )

Sooo..things have been looking up lately and I can say that i'm happy ( Read more... )

About 26 school days & it's see ya CMU for the Summer ( Read more... )