i feel so 80's.. or early 900's ( Read more... )

thinking that ive run out of time..

but realizing it was too late to begin with.

if this is what you wanted, then take it before i change my mind.
because this is only getting harder.
as fast as time flies, your face is only getting clearer.
and the memories dont fade as easlily as they say.
time doesnt erase the past ( Read more... )

grounded then suspended then fighting with mom till 3 in the AM =not cool. but, whatev ( Read more... )

i think that if i couldnt do this anymore, i would be dead in a gutter someware.. but im not saying i can do it forever..


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i miss you so god damn much i dont think you understand. your starting to haunt my dreams and every thing i do, you fucking come up. why wont you just leave me alone... even though thats what your already doing...

i cant take this.. i cant fucking take it....

this..

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i made a new journal

I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
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so this is it. the police left a message on my answering machine. i had lindsay break into my house and erase it. their going to call back though. i know it. i didnt do anything wrong. but i will do whatever it takes to keep him from there. he means the world to me. i will do whatever i can. and i mean that. im so emotionably unstable right now ( Read more... )

"hello my first name is Distance, and I really do not care if i ever wake up again."