i don't update, and i don't much care. we don't have the internet in our apartment and i like it that way ( Read more... )

anything you can do, i can do better.
i can do anything better than you.

AND get the guy as well.

my life is one giant ZING in the face of everyone i used to know.

i interrupt this broadcast of my very lackluster life thus far with some very sad news:

the early november has broken up.

i've been alone since saturday. i don't think i should be allowed to be alone.

daniel is dating someone new. there is so much of me that doesn't care, SO MUCH of me, but the thought of someone else having what's mine, whether i want it or not, it makes me sick to my stomach.

to make a long story short ( Read more... )

i love to fucking drink.

i have very little desire to write in this much. keeping it brief, i got a job. i make coffee for 8 hours a day, but not that sort of starbucks corporate fuck consumerism coffee, it's a neighborhood coffee shop where 75% of our customers are regulars and it's really nice. minus the coffee grounds that won't come off of my favorite t-shirt. the ( Read more... )

well here it is, the last night in town. i've felt like a giant walking nervous breakdown of the serious mental variety all day long. although going over to chloe's for a professional massage did help ease a lotttt of what was going on inside of me, and, actually, has made me seriously consider a career in massage therapy. i mean i've got fucking ( Read more... )

life is a really fucking funny thing.

okay, real update i guess ( Read more... )