... i randomly end up here and seriously think about using this again... especially since now i think i don't actually have many people in my life that read this, and those that may, wouldn't mind what i have to say, because they probably know already anyway... just a sort of place to go to air some of my grievances without the destructive result ( Read more... )

my girlfriend is moving here in a week.

after that, i'm married indefinately....

bachelor party?

let a nigga know.

love
ashley

my birthday is on sunday.

alert the media.

xo
ashley

they posted pictures in bed.

gross.

back to the drawing board.

fucking a.

oddly ok.

strangely ok.

definitely ok.

odd.

love
ashley

for real... why did i even like her?

she deserves an oscar for her performance.

love
ashley

every now and then, i find myself on the phone saying the same thing for 3 hours at a time.

it's exhausting.

she slept with her.

it's exhausting.

i should move on.

it's exhausting.

love
ashley

i stare at my phone. i carry it with me...in my pajama pockets. i look at it for a while and tell myself that it won't ring.

like if i pretend i know the outcome, then the outcome won't hurt.

it's not working.

what do you do
when everyone knew
that the girl you loved
just didn't love you?

peace out, boy scout.

i never post anymore because i'm now a myspace whore... if one was so inclined, they could find me using the url www.myspace.com/__it_burns__ just like my name on here... convenient, eh ( Read more... )

scratch that.