dear friends,

its been a long time since i updated. I've just been really lazy i guess. hmm
 well school in chicago really wasn't i expected. i want to be so many things that i really can't decide. So, i'm transferring to pima next fall because my parents feel like its so expensive for me to just sit here and not know where i'm going in life. i had ( Read more... )

soo i'm home sick.

and wanna leave chicago after the first semester

it's been FOREVER, since i updated. Nothing special really. hm. got a hair cut, work at dillards, buying a lot of clothes, and just getting ready for chicago. I can't wait. one more weeeeek.  I wish i could be super cool, but i can't. haha. ooh yes, and i want shoes from sweden, but they won't let me buy them online anywhere. makes me so mad.

high school is all over with.
i'm done.
geez i don't think i'm even mature enough to leave yet.
Here come's Chicago.

i've come to the conclusion of marrying a hockey player.

it won't be hard since hockey is popular in chicago. gee i can't wait.

eating chinese food w. my father and watching numerous hockey games is the greastest.

so i got my nose pierced today! um thats all thats exciting..lol but i was soo nervous and wanted to just not do it, but my cousin pushed me to do it. Honestly it hurts ya im not gonna lie but for a split second..it feels like someones pinching ur nose really hard than its done. The guy was hot..lol but you automatically cry since its connected to ( Read more... )

i gotta take a shower but i'm lazy.

Easter was alright. i drank a lot of wine, and there's so much drama in my family it's like high school but with older people.

two drag queens cut my hair and it's boy short, or at least for me..haha. i can't even put it up in a ponytail because it's so short. ew.

already spring break is over. it went by so fast ( Read more... )

i love my body soo much...arugh. i've been working my ass off for the past month and nothing has changed..it seems that the more i work out the fatter i get. i'm so done with this. i justtt wanna be in shape, good, healthy, thin. but nothings working, and i'm tired of "oooh well its those genes you got from ur mother" bullshit, i dont careeee i'll ( Read more... )

so. prom was fun. ihop was wonderful afterwards. and seeing a guy beat his girlfriend is scary.


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Does anyone know what brand these shoes are or where i can buy them!?????


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