i'm back. new journal. friends only this time.
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this journal is done. i have a new one that no one can read. the end.

well happy anniversary. we're both fucking sick. i've got this obnxious head-cold and i'm all icky feeling ... he's all icky feeling and his stomach hurts. so i dunno the hell we both have. but neither of us feel well enough to leave the house. ahh fuck this shit.

this makes me very happy

i'm pretty sure i have a cold. i guess better this week than next week. today is JR's and my 11 month <3 next week is heart day motley crue and our show. blah this better go away.

break downs are not fun. i guess i've just gotten really excited about moving in here and completely forgot about the fact that his parents could say no. until today. if they say no i don't know what i'll do. i don't have the money to get my own place and neither does he ( Read more... )

i don't understand boys. he doesn't want to chill for the night and watch movies with me but it's cool if he goes over to a friends house and i come over and sit and watch them play video games. i don't like it.

well i did it. i stayed home on a friday night. and JR went and had a guys night. it was cool. i watched one tree hill and cleaned my room finally ( Read more... )

blah. i think it's this house. i'm in a good mood and cruising around excited to do something tonight. as soon as i get home i'm like blah i'm bored i don't want to be here but i no longer feel like going out.

i also hate changes of plans. not that it's really my parents fault. but it's still annoying.

JR made me realize something today. i can't explain it cuz i don't know how. but as a result i'm staying home tomorrow night and taking care of some shit. this will be good. however i will always hate it when he calls me out on shit. i hate it. cuz he's right 99.9% of the time ( Read more... )