john and his new girlfriend are redic, everyday i get more and more over him, i can't BELIEVE how much he's changed. or maybe that's just who he always was and in the 3 years we dated i just never really knew him, that could always be the case.. either way i have no respect for him, at all ( Read more... )

BRAIN'S HOME FROM AIR ASSAULT SCHOOL IN 1 AND A HALF DAYSSSSS <3 AH I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!!

sooo brian and i are together, i still kind of have feelings for justin, but honestly brian is amazing in every way... i can;t wait til he's home from air assault ( Read more... )

so life has never been more confusing, but it also has never been better. i really can't complain about much. i'm getting closer to getting over john. as much as i don't wnat to get over him, i really have to. he did way too many things to hurt me the last few months of our relationship, and he's done way too much in the 3 months we've been broken ( Read more... )

ummmmmm i liek brian alotttttttttttttt, he left to go to buckner though, i HATE west point and the amry and the fact that hes involved with it, i wish i could see him for more than 2 weeks this summer ( Read more... )

so i really can say im over john.. usually i say it and then the next day im bitching about how much i miss him, but this time i can really say it.. its been over a week since ive actually missed him ( Read more... )

i'm sooooo over john. details about why aren't even needed. him being my first love and a boyfriend of 3 years doesnt change him being a genuine jerkoff. i can finally say, i have NO intentions of EVER wanting to put myself through being with him again, it would neverrrrr be worth the pain ( Read more... )

i couldnt be more depressed about john then i am right now. i'm texting him tonight, i'm stopping by shaun's party, and i'm getting closure. noooooooo one tell me it's a bad idea, because i know it probably is... but i'm honestly going to go insane if i dont talk to john and get eveyrthing off my chest, so its something i have to do ( Read more... )

hahhaa i LOVE how day 1 of my diet results in me eating a jr bacon cheeseburger and a piece of cake

i'm blocking john from everything. facebook, aim, everything. no more john, no more depression, no more feeling sick to my stomach, no more stressing or worrying. i hope he's happy because it really didnt have to end like this. we dated for 3 years, he left me for another girl, and yet for some reason i STILL just wanted to be friends. well he ( Read more... )