you see sorrow gets too heavy and joy it tends to hold you with the fear that it eventually departs.

i kind of regret not getting tickets to bright eyes. i always forget that fall and winter are my times where i listen to conor nonstop. his voice is just perfect for cold weather, but maybe that's just me. maybe i just make things seem to perfect, ( Read more... )

the lead bellied fell in love with the tv screen
& since then it has never been quite the same.
the dinner table seems empty because he's off
fighting in the war.

random thoughts, random words, incoherent sentences. 
my mind feels blank at this moment.

the lead bellied, well they don't have minds.
they occupy my mind.

it's crazy.

i'll keep quiet now, i am ( Read more... )